Wakin' The Demon

Those painful time,
So alone so ashamed,
I am not coming back,
There's nothing to gain.

Breathe for me,
Dont wake me from the slumber,
Stay with me,
Possession taking over.

Strike the demons !!

shut my mouth and strike the demons
cursed you and your reasons
out of hand and out of season
out of love and out of feeling
so bad
but when I can, I will
words defy the plans
but when I can, I will
fool enough to almost be it
and cool enough to not quite see it
and old enough to always feel it
always old, I'll always feel this
no more promise, no more sorrow
no longer will I follow
can anybody hear me
I just want to be me !!!

If The World Doesnt Understand Us

Despite all my rage Im still a rat in the cage,
Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved
And I still believe that I can be saved

If the world doesn't understand us, then let's die together

Electric Tears.

What have i done in this few years?
What have I become ?
Surrender ?
I just wish that i can be careless
I still seeking for the comfortably numb feelings.

Be Quiet And Drive

This town don't feel mine

I'm fast to get away
I dressed you in her clothes
So drive me far away
It feels good to know you're all mine
Now drive me far...



I Dont Care Where, Just FAR....

Pick of the week.

Trivium

Bullet For My Valentine.

When we talk about thrash metal which band will come to your mind? Megadeth, Metallica, Slayer, ,Anthrax,Sepultura ? Try this 2 young shit from Orlando and Wales. I think they are good. That's my pick for this week.

In This River.

A perfect dedication to Dimebeg. What a badass guitarist who did a 4minutes solo before the song started.Zakk Wylde F.T.W

Clubbing ?

It is weeekend again.I think that is alot of people will going to club.What is the reason those peoples love to club? To rest their mind?..If wanna relax why wanna go to a club with those loud music, annoying bass, and crowded..That is what ppl call is as relax ? Or clubbing is a trend, everyone just follow that to make themselve more "In". Or to make yourself not a "geek" ?. Go there and drink? Fuck,you are paying hundred plus to make yourself drunk and puke..Go there for dance? In a small and crowded dance floor.Everybody are sweating like a pig there? You cant even move yourself in a pack dance floor so you still can dance? For the music, you get a better sound system in your house then you blast it, i think it can satisfy you people also.Club to know more opposite sex person, or maybe too desperate for chick and guy? Is that really make you people think that you got life? If there are some real hot chicks with sexy dress up, you just can enjoy by look or peep and maybe got some "body contact". But you cant get her pussy also? Want to see hot chick or hot guy, why dont you turn on your tv and watch some tv programme feature some hot people. Is the same shit wat. Oh gosh what happen to the world nowadays. Sometimes girls they will behave like so anti those cigareet smell when they are not in the club, but how they can bear with it in club? I just so wonder why people love to club that much. Duh..A bottle for 5 pax..Minimun you have to pay 60 buck to get your ass into a club. Why dont people use it in a better way.

This is what i think about clubbing.I am not a hater but i just dont get a reasonable excuse why people go club and addicted, or maybe i am just a nerdy boy who dont go club.

Rasta

I want my dread so badly,where are you APIT !!!Reply me asap...!!!

I want you to lead me take me somewhere,I dont wanna be in a dream one more day :(

Again ! The Putrajaya.

An outing on the world pinhole day on 27th april. Actually, that just a meet up with Jeremy,Beebee and the friends from JB, they never been to putrajaya, so Jeep decide to bring them go there. My lomo album is kinda loaded with Putrajaya picture,i need to get my ass out from KL to get the other place for shooting.Never try on the reddish film like velvia or sensia,this is the first time i use it.Simply <3>

Speckie's 2008.

- the 2008 -

.My diana and holga
.120mm velvia 100
.The B-shutter
.My Rigs
.The heavy riffs
.The 6 strings toy
.Guitar pro 5
.Drop D tuning
.ESP and ibanez
.Ciga and coffee
.Advertising
.Obey propaganda
.6 years old desktop
.Local Disk D
.My playlist
.Roommate and my saviour
.My Atm card
.The white color guitar pick
.The tone from my marshall
.Rock and roll & music
.Black penguin keychain
.My bastard and family
.Canvas shoe
.The struggle and torment
.Chances and patient
.Bullets
.Inspiration
.A competitor
.A fighter
.Revolution

The Buckethead -

A weirdo with a bucket on his head, long curly hair, kabuki mask to cover his face and usually with just a rain coat for his outfit. A guy who know 14 music instruments and 8th for the guitar shred ranking. His music spans across diverse areas such as trash metal, electronica,funk, avant garde music and jazz. He is famous of his guitar playing skill especially the way he use the killswitch and using his music to express his feeling. I got interested on this creep and try on his song and really got me so into his music. My personal favourite is Nottingham lace, soothsayer, jordan, whitewash and for mum. Go try this badass out. He will let you know tht Slash suck !

Love At First Fright.

I think after the old town shooting session till now, we never have a group project.Til this sem, we have a heavy subject, color studies and we gotta have the album cover shooting. Kinda excited for it, we decide to do a rock album.We can be a rockstar 1 day and gotta have our own so called rock album cover. At last personally i wanna thanks to Lynn for helping us in this assignment shooting session,Jane be the only photographer after Mooks ffk us and driver also Ahem*.Mooks for editing the pic for the choosy me.And lastly Jeep for the layout which we love it.Thanks Tania and Hao, accept the concept.But Tania you seriously need to diet.Anyway <3>

We Shouldnt Be Alive In Action.

Let's wait for the result.Editing in process.
FU !
The boss is ordering.
Narciccism.Smiley.Tired,Serious.
Jane show us the shot.
Have a break,have a kit kat.
Suet, the bass is taller than you.Give it to Hao
Ready 3, 2, 1
The Guitarist
The Bassist.

Me,Myself in action
Making of the rockstar - Hao
Lynn the make up artist for the day.

Lamers On Parade !

1.How long you need to take to reach Mars ?
Answer: 30 seconds -----> to the mars.
2.What will you see after you reach Mars ?
Answer : The Mars Volta.
3.How to have a sweet dream ?
Answer : Eat more candy before you sleep.
4.Why Enter Shikari's Sorry Your Are Not Winner can have a platinum ?
Cause they are saying the audiences is a Loser.
5.Everyone's bro looks like my brother.
I mean my dick .
6.Sweet lee said I am a bitter man.
Then we are Bittersweet.
7.Definition of Virgin.
As tight as Virgin Mary before she pushed out baby Jesus.
8.Audioslave did a cover of ______'s song name : I am the highway.
Federal Highway.
9.We have more than what Butterfingers have.
They only have The Chemistry, we have the chemistry,fizik,biology.

Since now bulgarian idol the Ken Lee is so famous..we got have some also.
Lamb of god - Lame of god
Foo Fighters - Fool fighters.
Children of bodom - Children of boredom
In flames - In frames.
Linkin Park - Lil' kim Park
Buckethead - Phukethead
Metallica - Metallic Car.
Diswalla - Is What La.
Missy Elliot - Missy Idiot.

Brain Dead ?

What decides when you've lost the war
When the first man falls
Or when they erase it all
In times of make believe
No one really seems to care
Maybe I should care less
'Cause I will die too

Tonight In Flames We Trust.

Today ,after class, reach home. My mind was like so blank. Usually i have that "What band i gotta listen to today" in my mind. Then add all the song in my Window Media Player playlist and having my so called fun time with it. Today is much more different cause I really have no idea what genre of rock, and which band I wanna listen to.So I have to go in my library and search which one is the pick of the day.Haha.Then i found that In Flames come clarity DVD, a melodic death metal band from Sweden.My mind was like Woot, I used to be a big fan of this band and it was a long time i didnt listen to them. Their song,the riff,the solo,the growl vocal used to accompany to spare my boring lecture time in last year. This year i was like seldom listen to them after get addicted to Children of Bodom, the abandoned In Flames.Rolf.Remember that, I had a thought i wanna to tattoo one of their album cover graphic on my leg.The Come Clarity cover.The album cover is just nice and meaningful maybe i just prefer something more abstract.And It is one of my favourite album for all time.It hard to have an album which full of nice song but Come Clarity is.So Tonight In Flames We Trust.Go try out In Flames,Come Clarity album. It is a great work from them but if only you are a metal fan.

Children Of "Bored"om!

When I was doing my assignment.*Shout*

Save me from those goddamn assignment !!!!

LomoXElection ?

Last few week,I am damn busy with all the assignments.Look at all my toy camera resting on my desk.Sigh..I want to go Lomo since i got money now xD + long time didnt go for photo shooting.So we plan to go Klang for a lomo outing this saturday.But....Today I heard from friends tht maybe 13th May incident might happen again this year after the election..the election day held on this saturday pulak.So how...FUCK.. If the incident happen again,nevermind nevermind.MUSE said that " Dont be afraid......and tonight we can truly said together we invisible"So they cant see us,therefore they cant harm us wahahha!! We are safe Jane and kopi.Let's go ~~